Awkwardness......I HATE IT

I know it's not right for me to worry about guys because I have an amazing love, but there are times when I just have to say something to someone. I was at a concert last Saturday with my "friends" and I wasn't thinking that it was going to be a good time..... Until...I saw that a good friend of mine was playing with his band. I was pretty glad to see someone else there who probably wasn't feeling the whole screamo crap stuff. We were talking about some pretty deep stuff...and I just blurted it out. It was like "Mike, I really like you." DAMNIT!!!! WHY do I have to be SO STUPID!!!! He just kind of took it and let it go. Then we had a hayride at church on Sunday and I was talking to him. He was just like..."I don't have the same feelings." That was pretty much it. Now it's all awkwardness and whatnot.