i'm as good as dead....

so...im pretty much contemplating suicide right now. like when i go home i'll probably slit my wrists and die. im so sick of the stuff in my life. i lost my best friend today. i broke up with my boyfriend and everyone is trying to make me sound like im the bad guy. i get treated like crap at school. i just quit the track team, and the coach put pretty much it all on me and freaked out on me. so to say the least, if i don't kill myself, i'll probably cut my wrists so deep though